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virtual-secrets: Week 436
· Lourdes Denimore ·
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Before we delve into secrets…
• If you hook up with a crazy in SL, it is not our responsibility to help you deal with that. If it becomes a RL issue contact law enforcement.
• Trust no one. If you tell people your laundry they will air it for you.
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• Make your secrets legible.
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• Lastly, if the material submitted here triggers you, please get help. If the materials submitted here make you suicidal please see the suicide hotline numbers posted. They are there to help.
#8 Does anybody remember that Go & See had used copybotted Pink Fuel lips in her skins? Granted I believe it was bought as a template and she didn’t realize they were stolen. Though after Mochi Milena told her they were Go & See just edited the lips to hide the fact that they were still using stolen textures. Kinda crappy thing to do and I’ll never pay for skins from her ever.
It’s still on Mochi’s PF flickr showing the lips.
#4 – The 4K was for the 12 days of Christmas gift and she went out of her way to offer 4K if not more in products for FREE for her VIPS that joined the group before hand. Joke is on ya’ll because people actually paid 4K to join so the shit wasn’t crappy that was offered like over 100 skins, fatpacks, decor, and clothing. Get off the hateraide. It’s closed now, the group is off enrollment and fee while the gifts filter out and the store is closed.
Also, if you read her blog correctly, it clearly states the group was free til the 13th of December and a fee was enforced the 14th which began the 12 days of Christmas. Those who don’t know shit shouldn’t talk but that’s what you get for being obsessed over someone who you claim to give a shit less about!
There is totally nothing wrong with making a final crash grab before closing down. Now let’s see if the store stays closed (it is closed now?) and does pop up again as a “rebrand”.
No hate here, I shopped there pre-mesh and thought her items pre-mesh were nice.
She made it easy to hate her. Her attitude was shit. The way she treated others was shit. She sent wannabe hackers after people and when that didn’t work she used the fact she lives at a computer and ass kisses people who are better at creating and events then she is to make sure her competition didn’t get accepted to events and got tossed aside and bullied. .. all the while playing victim making up foolish stories and crying poor me poor me.
Glad she’s gone. She’s trash. I’m sure she will be back with a new brand and a “fresh start” but she will always be the same fake, ignorant, trash talking, back stabbing nasty bitch she’s always been.
The store is closed and will remain closed. If she decides to design again on SL, it’s her choice. I mean after 7 years it takes a toll on one and she wanted to start on a clean slate for 2017. Yes, the store is gone and she removed it all. She’s done with AlterEgo. Not for anything but people do love her work and her group is so friendly and full of advice and help. Her staff was too and her parties were amazingly fun. I’m no asskisser but the proof is there – people joined with the 4K fee and more than 5 people at that. Some people are just so quickly to hate on someone constantly, lets see them come out of their hibernation and give it a whirl because so far in 7 years, I personally haven’t seen any one of those haters come forth and say “Look! I can do everything just like AlterEgo” Toxxic had a unique style to her and people enjoyed it. Let the girl do what the fuck she wants. The haters are just another crack in the street she walks on because she moved on to bigger and better.
#5 For a good month after mesh first came out, I didn’t have a mesh viewer so I saw mis-sphapen boxes and naked bodies that should have been wearing mesh clothes. It was hilarious but boy did I upgrade viewers soon as the one I used had support for mesh. What’s with these old timers who refuse to?
#5 probably still misses dial-up, too.
3. My Ponies Hate You Guy continues to deliver.
It was nine years ago.
She’s long long over him, he’ll never be over her.
Why isn’t this guy on Kiwi Farms yet?
Bento is one of the best things that has been introduced in SL in years! Stop bitching about it and just download the viewer for it – FFS. You STILL do not have to buy anything but at least you will see what the hoopla is all about then. Coward!
It’s really advantage is reduce in lag and render costs. Tails, heads, fingers, ETC. prior to bento used a LOT of models to make one animation now you need ONE model to do the same animation. Frankly only a fool would be against bento. I agree with you it is officially released now. Download the viewer firestorm, coolvl, and official all have it available.
I’m guessing there for op but there just not mentioned. It’s 5am don’t judge me haha.
Lol not sure what these replies are since I didn’t mention any particular mesh brand?
Then buy from one of the other big creators, both heads are way better quality and the animations are included (better quality than that overprized trash) not even mentioning that if you still would like to go with that ugly over-rated hamsterhead you don’t have to toss 10k out the window, there are now more animation huds appearing, I bought one for 250 from a no name store to use on my not mainstream head. But if you just take what is pushed down your throat and not doing research you deserve to be scammed for 10k, go with it and cry more, boo:D but you really aren’t forced to support greedy creators
Yeah, I’m pretty angry actually with certain Bento head creators (I really don’t have to specify, right? We’ve all tried her demo) who are charging double for Bento items just because they’re new when I and a lot of people know it is actually far less work than creating heads under the old system. Charging outrageous prices because they’re early in the market- not based on the effort and labor involved- makes me feel kind of sick, frankly, like that creator has no interest in SL as a community and only in taking as much from its residents as they can.
The creator of #5 must obviously still be wearing a system body and skins, system shoes, system hair, and probably bling and shoes with walking sounds. I suspect that they are likely still wearing clothes from 2007 and have never obtained an AO. Y’know, because what worked in 2007 works now so why would we need all that new-fangled stuff?
Either that or they’re running a 2003 PC with Windows 3.0.
P.S. Don’t tell #5 about Jellydolls. His/her head may explode.
The scary part is that there are still SL users like this who still have their 2007 avatar, no AO, and wear system clothes and bling.
screaming @ #10, I’m so glad other people are finally seeing it
#10
What’s the story with the “Revolution of Love” this dude has started then??
I read about it on Ever’s Flickr where she called him her “dear friend” until SL Secrets came out and he then just became a “friend”
Ever always wary of losing her popularity and faves! LOL
https://www.flickr.com/photos/everafterr/31906976081/
I don’t know what his revolution of love is all about and it’s quite ironic that he’s doing an anti-bullying thing considering he’s a huge bully who hides behind his head injury(which the story of how he got said injury changes with every crowd of people he worms his way into). He is a nasty, toxic person and I pity anyone who is his friend.
1- Rayna is a blogger that works hard and is dedicated. There is nothing wrong with her work. She blogs on time and shows off everything she is blogging clearly! So what if she left a family (clearly yours)it’s not easy to find a family that you fit into properly. Obviously you can’t stand the fact she left you because she’s a good person, I hope dragging her name and work down made you feel better about that. #piece of shit
Rayna is my niece and has been for 6 years. She works so hard at what she does. The people that are trying to drag her through the mud obliviously have 1. no rl and 2. no sl..and 3. aren’t love in either world.
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Yay, furry drama!
Furry drama is the BEST drama.
Recoyote is a trucker and the character in the story is him. Perri’s SL avatar is in the story dating him or something? I don’t know, I found his facebook page ages back and saw he was a married trucker with pictures of his wife and kids. Then all the sudden, he was in a ‘complicated’ relationship with Perri and the wife was gone. Can you imagine how that conversation went?
Sounds like this other guy Perri always shit on. I forget his name but he was disabled and all Perri did was whine how clingy he was and how he needed a life. Irony at its finest. I feel sorry for Nico then. Sounds like a kid in the ‘fandom’ stage of his life doing harmless cringey stuff.
It’s probably the only “fame” and attention Perri has to be honest. Dude seems to have a mighty need to be important and make people feel like garbage for not worshipping him as he rightly deserves. Even his parents. Like fuck, his parents must be 70? 80? and he’s lived at home his whole life according to his journal. If his life was so tortured with them, why didn’t he move the hell out?
Oh the time traveling deer turned into the mayor dog and Christine is just a fox now. That’s why she has magic powers she can use to do whatever she needs to for the plot, I think? I read the first chapter it was so not more interesting. I swear he spent forever going in circles talking about a forest or something while nothing actually happened.
I’m not internet psychologist but well, there’s something wrong going on over here. Who know what.
They looked to be teens. Still… completely fucked up.
He is just making it up as he goes. From what I was told from the ex, this whole part of his “epic story” wasn’t in the original draft. He added it to appeal to furries and sex up the series to grab readers. She said the original was about time traveling deer, a rock singer named Christine, and saving souls from the end of the world. Gotta admit, that sounds more interesting than the soapboxy self insert rip off revenge fic he’s churning out now.
It’s not just belittling and guilting, it’s really insidious belittling and guilting. I’d almost call it emotional abuse from what I’m reading. I just realized.. does this guy have narcissistic personality disorder? He’s ticking off a lot of the red flags for it and victims of those types end up really messed up. Damn. Poor Nico. Poor everyone.
Yeesh. Those poor kids. Hope they’re older at least.
One certainly hopes so. It’s not healthy to be around people who constantly belittle you and guilt you. It’s probably too late for the likeness thing, Nico seems to be a big Spectral Shadows fan (don’t ask me how, that thing does seem to have non hate-readers). Man that story is such a trainwreck. It just goes all over the place. As much as Perri talks about how long it takes to plan it feels like he just makes it up s he goes.
Yeah he can’t just go to bed. That’s crazy talk. He’ doing this for YOU. So feel bad!
What do you even say at that point? “Hey kids, I met some man pretending to be a hot chick online and we’re married now.”? That conversation had to be surreal. Bet the kids wish good old dad had just left for a truck stop hooker.
The kid I knew seems to be gone and replaced so who knows. I’d hope most people around Perri who have sense get the hell out of dodge eventually. Hust hope Nico hasn’t given Perri free reign to use his likeness or anything. Perri has no respect for personal boundaries, he’ll write the poor kid as some deranged horrible person because reasons.
And he sacrifices so much. So much! He stays up for days just for them, they don’t recognize his genius. His tortured suffering genius. It’s so hard to write, just so hard, and so hard to cook meals and take care of himself. Won’t someone think of Perri struggling uselessly for people who will never appreciate him?
I think I threw up in my mouth writing that.
Oh wow that sucks if there were kids involved. Poor kids. Like, how do you deal with that? Dad left mom for a rabbit on the internet?
I think Nico is an adult but it’s hard to know. He seems like that though. Very earnest. Probably an okay person just needs to get outta there.
It’s too hard! Everything is too hard! It’s terrible and he will die but trying to fix that is just too hard! He will just slowly let himself die and the attention of his internet friends will be his soothing except wait he finds them all annoying oh well.
God, that’s true. It’s the continuing saga of this http://web.archive.org/web/20150401120815/http://www.journalfen.net/community/fandom_wank/1156436.html
http://web.archive.org/web/20150403041712/http://symphonic-rp.livejournal.com/56939.html
Oh dear. I think he’s a trucker and the trucker guy in the story is based off him (and not so subtly based for having a girl in every stop)?
Nico is a blue rabbit Perri constantly shits on yet for some reason Nico still looks up to Perri. Like, I have never seen Perri post anything nice about the guy, just calling him stupid and his tastes terrible. (And okay, his Undertale/FNAF OC donut steel work looks silly and comparing Trump to furry fandom is nuts but Perri has no room to talk there.)
He’s got to enjoy it in a weird way.
Caught this on his FB:
“Let it also be said that those who live by stupidity shall die by stupidity.”
Irony coming from him.
Must be that desperate or jailhouse gay then. Maybe as delusional as Perri. Shame. He seemed nice but not too bright when I met him.
Is that where Perri posts now? I got curious and saw he’d finally quit writing that abortion of a livejournal he had but not before complaining about his parents, his ex, some dude named Nico, how terribly hard it is to be all these people that “others need” on SL, how he stays up and sacrifices his heath for everyone out of kindness, and how there’s no rule 34 of his characters because they must not be attractive enough.
For someone who bitches about hating social media and claims to have anxiety, he sure seems to stir shit and ask for confrontation.
Oh god I went to look at the facebook and there are 85 and counting comments of the family arguing about gun control.
Shit another one was just posted they’re all yelling at each other about guns.
He’s gotta know by now but he must not care. Who knows what he’s getting out of this relationship.
Perri must not know. Hell I’m not going to tell him.
That’s the weirdest part!
Sounds like it won’t be long until Recoyote is the new ex, he isn’t that bright but he has to know his internet wife is a 50 year old manchild by now and not worth putting up with forever. Wonder if Perri will go all batshit crazy when that happens?
I’m surprised Perri isn’t here going batshit crazy to be honest and blaming his ex and her army of trolls. Like she’s the only person online who can’t stand him. If only he knew the truth, I think he’d have a stroke. I feel even more sorry for the ones putting up with this garbage now.
Also… wow… I knew he had a Christ-like complex but why on earth would any philosopher take a man who thinks he’s a girl rabbit and who writes piss poor furry revenge fic seriously?!
Oh wow. Well that’s weird. I guess he went full kin there.
Mostly thinking Coyote’s anime and politics are stupid, throwing fits when hubbie buys him things. But breaking up a RL marriage? Holy Shit that’s insane!
It’s like, look, no wonder your club isn’t popular. The only people who go are your friends who you will yell at if they don’t come and tip you. You win your own contests. It’s made of prims from 2007. Instead of events listings your advertising is buried on the Events section of the SLNewsr aka a webpage claiming to be a newspaper but really only exists to promote SunWeavers stuff. (I think Bixyl really tries but he needs help)
Also I went and look on his posts and wow the ego:
“I notice that other philosophers either don’t know about me, or take no interest in me. ”
You are a random dude ranting on facebook, why would philosophers know who you are!
Yeah, he claims to be trans. That started a while back, when he decided the girl rabbit was actually his soul trapped in a human body and a different personality, after his ex dumped him. He wrote multiple journal posts about it including lamenting about not telling his parents. Like those old folks would really get ‘hey there’s a girl rabbit in my soul so I’m really female’. I think the dude is just gay and afraid to admit it.
Picking on Recoyote too? Well damn… he broke up that guy’s RL marriage from what I understand. What on earth is he saying about him? I do know from his ex that nothing was ever good enough for Perri. She told me she’d do things for him and then he’d later rag on her for some past slight with a little smirk on his face and exaggerate it to the nines. And calling him out on shit? Always lead to him going into his room for days and self harming.
Can’t tell him this though because he thinks he’s the most giving, caring, empathic, kind, selfless person ever. On SL and in RL. Dude really believes he is Christ-like and an innocent victim of cruel ‘internet trolls’. He really believes he deserves praise for his selflessness and dedication, probably why he thinks he deserves to win those contests and doesn’t get that club owners give – not receive.
Well fuck. That club was fugly when his kid showed me it, it must be even more fugly with SL advanced lighting. It was some ugly build of “Xanadu” from a movie and he’d textured it like garbage.
Oh my god. It really is. Wait Perri is trans? When did that happen? Offline he always seems to still be a he just with that weird inability to divide between prim rabbits and reality.
It’s just weird, every little thing just seems to set him off. I don’t understand what any of them see in him if he’s always doing that. He treats them like shit everywhere in public. He insults his own current internet husband regularly.
The guy even posts rants when he doesn’t win the costume contests that are running in his own club (while he is wearing texture shoes) Like, dude, it’s your club. You aren’t supposed to win every contest in your own club that’s just weird.
And yes, the club looks exactly the same as it has since it opened I think.
Yeah it’s Sonichu and his ex is his Mary Lee Walsh or Megan. He’s been compared to Chris-Chan before on his journal and it made him go into a sperg fit but honestly, they have a lot in common including the “I’m trans now” deal. Nothing in that story is original. It’s all real life people or other people’s characters with new names but nothing else and ripped off scenarios from other works of fiction or his real life. Seems like he planned for it to be some giant allegorical serious furry fiction but then it turned into a clusterfuck of revenge and soapboxing and written for jerking himself off. The “art” is pretty bad too. Not Chris level bad but my god, who thinks that’s good writing at this point??
I knew one of his SL kids, ran into him once or twice. Thought he was a little bit off balanced but whatever. Made the mistake of wishing him happy birthday and next thing I knew, there’s a whole rant on his journal with him saying how “happy birthday” and “happy holidays” are anxiety causing trigger things for him. He’s a fragile little snowflake and a lot of his friends and family are either there to laugh or sick to death of the bull. He’ll say to their face things are okay and then spills garbage on livejournal. I got the impression Perri only cares about Perri and other people’s feelings don’t matter. Why else would he keep this shit up for nine years when even his ex has asked him politely to move on and get help?
… is he still running that shit club that looked like a build from 2006? This guy is unreal.
God, I hadn’t thought of it that way before but now I feel dumb I didn’t realize. It is sonichu, isn’t it?
Hell, every character in it is either a real person or fictional character he’s changed names/made a furry. I don’t think there’s a single original idea in that entire soap (and homage is one thing but you have to actually add something of substance yourself, you know? He just rips-off and shoves it in with some soap boxing about whatever he is unhappy with at the time)
I feel bad for his friends to be honest. So many of his personal posts seem to be yelling at them. He had a rant a while ago about how it was terrible to ask “how are you” when you see someone and that other bunny kid was falling over himself to apologize. Why does he always seem so mean to that guy? The dude seems to look up to him but Perri just keeps posting how his video games are shit.
Then there’s the reporter who has to make an article every time Perri leaves the internet forever and be careful to say Not-Xanadu is the best club ever or else face wrath.
And whoever the heck it was that became a soap character only to be bullied about secretly being bi and liking kites.
Crap, I meant 3. I hate that you can’t edit here.
On a side note, I wonder who the OP of #5 is but I’d wager they’re part of his SL family. Perri probably has no clue how many people were friends with him over the years just to get a good laugh.
LOL She doesn’t even use that name anymore because she grew the fuck up and entered the real world. It’s hilarious he put in Megaman characters too, like it’s not bad enough the whole thing is a clusterfuck of ripped off shit anyhow. This is turning more and more into his version of Sonichu, no wonder no one takes it seriously – it’s just a huge “waaahhhh pity me, here’s my life story with everyone I hate written as completely inaccurate villains and characters I don’t own!”
Seriously, why is no one following this guy and milking him for lols? He’s a gold mine.
Yeah, like the secret said, didn’t even change names.
” “Who is Enelar?” asked Christine, in bemusement.
“Roll, or Zero, is now Enelar,” Kacey explained, awkwardly. “New name, new avatar, new backstory, new personality.” ”
” “He says he’s leaning more towards his male side now,” said Kacey. “Which means he only wants me to play as Karen now, never Andy. And he’s kind of ditched both his Roll and Zero characters for a new male character called Eric Enelar from some video game I have never played, one that isn’t even Unfurry. I liked the Roll and Zero characters he played, but this new character is pretty nasty by nature. So he’s nasty to my other friends, nasty to me, he keeps insisting I have to hate everybody he’s hating on at the moment, and all I can hope is that one day he’ll want to play Roll or Zero again.” ”
http://spectralshadows.livejournal.com/80954.html
He’s seriously still going? They broke up in 2008, it’s almost been a decade and this dude has to be in his 50’s at this point. Talk about obsessive…
#9 Really needs to sort her overally fat thighs out, they don’t fit that skinny ass body of yours!
Hahaha wouldn’t be surprised if Nate made this himself for attention
#10, truth at its best.
LOL @ #5… Stop…. It hurts to laugh that hard after new years… I just had flashbacks of when Mesh products first came onto the grid and everyone was like “BUT I DONT WANT TO UPDATE SO FUCK MESH” And then Mesh quickly became one of the best things on the grid and even the saltiest of the salty converted and wow 😀
You aren’t being forced to download the Bento viewer, you’re not being forced to buy a Bento head, the only people making a big deal about bento being a thing are the people who can’t accept change, and if that’s truly the case maybe SL Isn’t the right platform for you? Change happens in RL too, roll with it.
STUPIDEST fucking secret i’ve ever seen. I personally love it, and i’m so excited to finally have a mesh head that i am able to adjust to look how i’m used to, i’m stupid hyped about bento updates for mesh bodies and mesh hands to get poses for certain pictures and ultimately bring in more realism.
I will always applaud LL For moving forward with innovations in SL. I wouldn’t still be here after 9 years if things stayed as they were in 2007.
Bento was going to be a thing, it is now a thing, and it’s going to continue to be a thing. I suggest removing cork from ass and letting some of that hot air loose.
#10 is a bit creepy with all the blood
For the person who made #4, the reason it was at that price was due to all the gifts that were given both in the store and in the group notices. She was giving away fat packs of skins, clothes and shoes. Btw, you just sound so petty when you insult her stuff. If you can do better, then get off your ass and give it a whirl and see how it goes.
LOL; if her shit were that great, the store wouldn’t be closing. Mediocre skins and fat packs of full perm meshes textured only passably? I bought a halter top with a heart shaped hole in the chest area once from Enertia… if you look at it from any angle except straight on, it looks like complete and total shit, a jagged, pixelated mess in the peekaboo part. I didn’t complain because it was in a weekend sale and I didn’t lose much on it- and before you make some dumbass comment about trying demos, of course I tried it- the demo conveniently wasn’t completed and didn’t have the hole in the chest to see what a shitty job she did on the texture work. It was a size demo only.
Good riddance to more barely competent rubbish on the grid. Make room for creators who do great work instead of merely OK work.
I have that top and there was nothing wrong with it, but then again I also have a higher end computer and graphics card. Did you try updating your graphics card or is it due to be replaced? Also, do you have your graphics set on the lower end of the spectrum? Before hating on someone, maybe consider that it may be an issue on your end and not from them.
I looked at them all and they look fine from the angle I seen them in. However, you give it a whirl and let us know how you do. The store closed on her own decision not because of the quality of her work. Her business didn’t fail, it lasted 7 years and hell she deserves a change. As far as the meshes she may use that may be jagged, it’s not her fault but she does get the meshes from top notch creators that other stores are using too. I don’t see you attacking them with your new found observance of jagged and pixelated shit as so you claim. Also, obviously people enjoyed her designs because her stores were successful and people didn’t want her to leave. Keep sippin’ the hateraide. Choke on it too, 😀
Muchas gracias for pointing out the obvious for the simple people. Bless you dear. ♥
http://i.imgur.com/iR1IHUB.png
Enertia’s “Tie around tank”, demo was not textured so no one had a chance to find out how bad it looked before they bought it.
You’re going out of business because this is what your texture work looks like on other people’s meshes; I wonder exactly how delusional you have to be to still act smug when your business has failed because your work is inferior.
Number 5, you wouldn’t have to be so angry if you just update your viewer. I mean, updates and viewers are FREE!! Nobody is requiring you to buy a Bento head, so I’m not sure what you’re mad at. You don’t want the rest of us to try out and enjoy new features? Take a chill pill. You have a few options: Keep looking at invisible heads, Update your viewer, Log off of SL for six months…I don’t really care what you do as long as you shut the fuck up about this non issue. Happy New Year
So let me get this straight. #5 is bitching about Bento because they don’t use the Bento viewers?
So you’re mad at people for updating and keeping up and mad that you choose to stay behind and you think everyone else should stay behind with your noob ass? ?
Whoever made #1. Claps to you.
To whoever made number 5 you need some anger management. So many expletives and such anger over a viewer! Bento is the here and now and its a great improvement, there’s no reason to not upgrade, and even less reason to get mad over it.
#5 the Bento FS viewer is no longer in Beta. It’s in general release.
Bento has been main release for a while now, and Firestorm has also had it included now for a couple of weeks.
For me, the viewer (FS) has been performing brilliantly, so I don’t know why you wouldn’t update…bento is awesome!
Bento IS a fucking thing. Lmao. It’s been out of Beta for almost a month now. Get it together.